Saturday, December 26, 2009 Y 5:02 AM
MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY 6TH ♥ !
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Dearest and me , Love him ttm!Hey people !
hereby wishing all of you a MERRY CHRISTMAS tho its kinda overdue already huh .
well , i was quiteeee busy on christmas eve & christmas .
hahahas :D
& yes , i had an enjoyable christmas . did you?
On christmas eve , met boyfriend , steven & dorita at amk.
paid the genting $$$ to gary before watching 'AVATAR' with them.
can i just say ... THIS MOVIE IS SUPER NICE .
its a definite must watch film , will totally regret if dont !
Ratings : 9 / 10
Its almost near perfect !
After movie , boyfriend & i went to shop for christmas prsent for his cousin .
& we head back to his house while steven and dorita went their owns ways .
met his sister & cousins at their house and the move on to east cost for bbq :D
quite a relaxing day to spend my christmas eve.
reached home at 7:30am!
was super tired and fell asleep after washing off my make up !
CHRISTMAS DAY 2009
Woke up at 4pm+
message steven about the bbq details.
and met them all at half court at 7:30pm :)
Another day of bbq food .
tskk~
took the last bus home .
moving on to pictures now :D
dear & his cousin dog , super cute.
:)
:)
His playful young brother.
dear & me , i wanted to take a nice pic with him .. but i just look super fugly & fat ! D: BOOO!
take 2 . STILL failed.
Take 3 stillllllllll FAILED.
i just feel i look so fat lah! >:(
& he can just make any pose and still look good . tsk ~
while preparing.
the bbq.
His sister & her boyfriend.
My boy ♥ !
present i recieve when exchanging gift .
CHRISTMAS :D
BBQ at half court .
Candid shots.
kuan bing , dear & Jackson .
Hahahas . Merry christmas everybody :D
Me and caoge .
& the last pic is above .. My favourite pic for today .
Dear & myself.
Alrights .. i am going to bed now !
going out with baby for our happy 6th tomorrow.
Goodnights all :D
stay tune (:
LOVES CAS ♥
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 Y 7:28 PM
I am not going to tell you that I can't live without you, because I can. I just don't want to.
Okay , i'm sick again .
fuck up right ? i know... damn ~
had not been blogging cause i was kind of busy lately ..
with work and stuff .
Sunday
Family day , so i went out with my family to the temple to pray .
I prayed for good health btw and it isnt working .. this shows something -.-
its not true.
damn , hahaas.
& we head off to one of nana's new house to see see .
Its damn nice man , wasted its sold alr.
hahaha!
This is the present bought by sheryl from korea :D
thanks darling!
overdue pic of bro treating us KFC . lols.
pictures of one of nana's new house.
Their swimming pool , ultra nice can ?
back of their swimming pool.
Oh yes ! their man-made bathtub !
and its damn big and deep.
Love this pic.
& this too .. me and bro.
Bro
myself.
candid shot by bro . lol!
Their house.
Monday
before i fall ill , i cam-whored before leaving house as i woke up super early that day.
at work's toilet.
last pic before going to work , i cam-whored cause the guy holding the key was late fore like 15mins can?!
tsk.
& thanks dear for leaving ur job earlier to acc back .
guilty tho :/
and LOVE YOU !! ♥
going to have my dinner & sleep ltr.
stay tune (:
LOVES CAS ♥
p/s: i'm quitted my job :/
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 Y 5:08 PM
I can fly but I want his wings; I can shine even in the darkness, but I crave the light that he brings.
I just woke up ! :D
how wonderful , boyfriend is at work ever since in the morning .
gave me 5 miss call during his break & i'm still sleeping till 4pm .
I really am proud of myself.
So right , i went work yesterday .. my boss shift me to another location in town .
& i'm working just 2 level below boyfriend's !! :D
now he can just take a lift down to find me whenever he's free cause me am seriously verrrrrry bored.
Boyfriend is even going to lend me his psp so that i can play when there's no customer.
Imagine that!!
Today's off , tomorrow work .. and off for the next 3 days.
the nightmare will begin on monday .
I'll be working FULL SHIFT on monday-friday .
:/
certain days , i will be alone tending the shop .
sighsighsighsighs ...
oh wells , working life is never easy .
That is me cam-whoring even tho i'm alr late for work ?!
i slint my body to block the bright sunlight.
& ohoh ! i did half japanese bun that day :)
did i mention i was late for work ..???
& yes ,, i make that mouth again.
Alrights.
thats all cause i rushed out immediately after that .
& i was 15 minutes late :X
ahaha.
going to watch 'TheHills' now.
stay tune (:
LOVES CAS ♥
Monday, December 14, 2009 Y 5:24 PM
For I have found a place I want to be.
This place I see is with thee.
For in your arms I have felt and seen,
a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe.
A safe haven in your arms just for me.
For my heart believes in you.I had a dream .Dream i was in a world of zombie of DOGS !yes .. cute little dog that isnt cute anymore.i was a fire fighter in my dream ( no link ) i know.and i have this biig gun which delays when u shooot.i killed 5 zombie dogs in my dream , cant wait for part 2 .haha !so yesterday i went out to meet boyfriend ♥♥♥♥♥♥ !miss him to the max puh-leaaase .Oh , i was so lucky that his mum was making steamboat that day .. so we had steamboat beforegoing to PS to buy his headset .
lol.And today , i'm just lazing at home .Relaxing myself since my boss is afraid i have H1N1 or whatever diseases he have in mind .so he said he will ask me back after a few weeks.tsk !worst , my boyfriend and friends are all working now .how cool , i shall be lonely & stay home.i cant imagine his face when he ask me back to work & i tell him " oh sorry! but i will be going holiday with my boyfriend & friends on this , this & this dates . "hah!
I'm sooooo going to get fired !!!
stay tune (:LOVES CAS ♥
Saturday, December 12, 2009 Y 11:01 PM
A love so sweet, so angel like, so pure , it's all i need. my heavenly cure.
A blind man walked pass a deaf woman & knew it was love at first sight.
As the deaf woman walked pass the blind man,
she could hear her heart pounding in her chest.
Loves that quote there .
Anyways , i'm feeling alot alot better already ..
i so wanna put on my make up and go out before i start working , tsktsk!
So if you guys are wondering what happened to me yesterday .
I woke up have bad headache but assuming it was just random morning bad aches.
i ignore it , went CDC for blood test .
An idiotic nurse pissed me off , she poke the need into my arm for blood test .
it hurts like hell ?!
and when i thought i'm done .. she said ' no bloood'
i was like ' NO BLOOD?'
she poke a needle into my arm and tell me no blood.
i was boiling man , so she search for another spot to poke .
unlucky or what ?
Next , brought my dear dog to the vet for her check up .
she's still as healthy as ever .. almost 7 years old but the vet said she's like a puppy.
haha !
went back home and i tried to sleep but my headache were getting from bad to worst .
next thing i scream for my mum and i started crying & vomitting .
mum freak out & sent me to the hospital .
they inject some stuff to calm me down and i fall asleep.
when i woke up i felt so much more better & was allowed to go home.
ate pizza & spicy chicken when i got home ,
just imagine the amount of fats entering me these day .. sighs sighs.
& woke up today , realise sheryl called.
called her back , she's back in singapore.
she heard that i was ill so call to check in , how sweet <3
chatted with her for awhile then i got to eat my medi so we hung up .
realised that dear didnt go work today , wanted to tell him that i want to meet him..
but before i could ask him to meet he said he needa go his family chalet .
so i stay home today .
hah ~
I really miss him like so much lah .
stay tune (:
LOVES CAS ♥
Thursday, December 10, 2009 Y 11:30 PM
Heaven may be hidden in the clouds, but I see it every day, just by being with you.Feeling really terrible , coughing non-stop until i lost my voice .damn!I miss going out , i miss boyfriend so much :(& i still wanna watch his bball match .hope i recovers before sat , haha !So anws , woke up at 7:30am and head to clinic with my parents.felt alright all the while & suddenly i almost black out in the clinic , super sudden.nurse immediately brought the wheelchair for me .. & check my blood pressure.i got low blood pressure -.-my fever increase despite eating sooo much medicine .they brought me into a room so that i can rest there while a doc came to take my blood test .hate it man .now i have 2 plaster on my arm .. tmr there gonna be a third one.Anyways , i got dengue fever which currently have no medicine to cure.(why did i even bother to see a doctor then .)
and it got worse cause i'm also suffering from anorexia hence i do not have enough platelets(white blood cells) to fight against the bacteria ..
Normal healthy humans' platelets should be 170 ++
Ytd's my platelets was 110 & today decrease to 76 .the doctor said if it decreases to 50 and below .. they would be worry & i would be asked to stay in hospital for observation.but i told my mum that i will never stay in hospital because like the doctor said .. there isnt a cure right now..i will only be asked to drink more water & eat normal medicines everyday .why waste my time to stay in hospital -.-hahaha !the weirdest thing was that i'm not skinny enough to be consider an anorexia loh!!is like i still have not reach my ideal weight??& anorexia are people who are EXTREMELY underweight okay ..Am i extremely underweight?? NOOOO , i'm not even close .i'm like 49-50kg .. how is it even possible.shags ~the doctor wanted to put me under psychologist which i immediately decline !i'm not going to some stupid brainwash thing when i dont even feel i'm suffering from anorexia can .told the doctor i can handle myself and i would just come back for another blood test ..Oh wells , i just can wait to go out again . i feel soo lifeless now -.- sleeping almost everyday ..eating medicine every 6hr .. going back to clinic for blood test & checking my blood pressure.omg! i feel like i'm rly a patient la.tsk !!& i'm so gonna get fired from my work.Am waiting for boyfriend to reach home from his match & give me a call ..miss him so much.stay tune (:LOVES CAS ♥
